No this is not my goodbye letter.
I have been dealing with a lot and I am now looking to make a move and change things up again. I hate it but it is something I think I will need to do.
You ever make a mistake (Big or Small) and know the second you do it, it was the wrong thing to do. I did that (big) and now I think I am on a chopping block at my work. I know I am good at what I do but I don’t think I am going to get the chance to really shine like I thought. The problem is I have only been with the company for less than a year. I started as a temp for about 3 months and was hired on as a full-time employee in January (like 6 months). I have dealt with a lot in my short time here and I am not sure I can keep going most days.
Not only is this going on, but my personal life has been going down. My boyfriend and I have been having a lot of issues but we are just now starting to get back on track. YAY a small win.
Because of this I have been demotivated to work on school and I hate it. I like learning. I really want to get back into it.
I know this a crazy place to say this but I need advice. Do I cut and run from my job or stick it out until they kick me out? I am thinking I will apply to jobs and see if I can get out and make the same amount (or more) and then I can have a chance to start over and learn more.
Open to ideas, y’all